Until next time

 

I was going to cut my hair like Halle Berry,

but then I remembered that I look nothing like

Halle Berry.
(true story)

 

 

First week of May has already passed so fast like me in my old high school hall or in public places mostly. I have decided to do this thing where I finally own up to my actions and my laziness, so basically I had to leave London and the beauty it is, shove that to the back of my head, the possibility of going to Thailand in June, the endless summer gigs and festivals I could've attended... all that for my home country, yes that's right, I have decided to join the army and give my blood for my people. Kind of.

Actually I've cut my vacation short and went back to college to clean up my act before graduating, I don't want those past years to count for nothing, so I'm re-taking some courses to hopefully A's them and have them shine bright like a diamond on my degree later on. I am becoming an adult. Kind of.

Also in the spirit of adulthood, I have learned some valuable lessons, first off the internet is evil. I will put my online life to rest (yeah, I don't believe me either) actually I'm going to put it to a coma (that's more like it) because I'm just so tired of all the news I've been reading lately, teenagers committing suicide everywhere, rape statistics going up, that woman who stabbed her boyfriend numerous times and cut his throat and finally America and its condescending everything. I need a break. Kind of.

It's about that time I started appreciating those people around me, I have an amazing family behind me, we might not see eye-to-eye on everything but we definitely do agree on the important stuff. I love them more than I can say. Thank you, Leo Sayer. My friends who are as crazy and obnoxious as all friends should be, even though we parted and went separate ways to universities in different continents, we've all started together, we've all started this shit together and well I guess you can say we've all started from the bottom together. Thank you, Drake. My brainy cousins who have made amazing career accomplishments while still in their twenties! so proud, and I guess I should dedicate a song as well... I hate you so much right now? Kind of?

I have began writing pieces (I like to call them prose but that's debatable) since I was eighteen years old, so it's only been three years (yay for me and math) and the way I write has changed but I still have a long way to go, what most people don't seem to understand is that you are not what you write, there are many versions to a person, for example there's the boring version of you (that's you with your extended family) there's the aggressive version of you (that's you backing your friends when shit goes down) and so on. I like to write and create a story because I feel that's the best way to do it, people get interested when there's a mystery involved, especially when that mystery is shadowing a tragedy. (yeah I don't know what I just said either) but I want you to know that if you read anything here then interpret it the way you like, just don't link that interpretation with me and I'll appreciate you for it. Kind of.

Well I guess this is it, I don't have anything else to say... Oh yeah before I go I want to leave you with a parting thought, since I'm talking about "versions of yourself" and "people's interpretation" I guess I should let you on a little secret, some people are just ridiculous and I am not even going to dwell on that, all I got to say is what I've always said, don't ever listen to those who bring you down or insult you cross them out of your life with a big Fuck You.

And with that being said I'm out.

Kind of!