Jack K

He was a young jailkid all hung-up on the wonderful possibilities of becoming a real intellecutal and he liked to talk in the tone and using the words but in a jumbled way, that he had heard from 'real intellectuals.' - On The Road

Hey Mr. Tambourine Man play a song for me

I am inspired now more than ever. I want to try writing a novel... again.
My history with writing stories is quite eventful, after finishing six chapters and getting positive feedback from friends I decided that the story I was writing at that time was good after all.. but of course things had to go bad somehow, my hard disk burned and I lost all my documents (short stories, poems, thoughts...etc)  I morned for a year and a half and swore never to call myself a storyteller ever again.

Now, I feel like its time to dig in more into that side of me, my dream is to write beautiful coming-of-age books that teenagers and kids around the world could relate to.

post break-up girl

Can you believe this is the day
we stand together parting separate ways
nothing I can say will make you stay
I'm not sure you'd like to hear it anyway
So...
let the silence make it way
let your heart lead you away
let our story and the memories we shared
shatter to pieces leaving my life at stake.
believe me I do understand
for god's sake you're only a man
with holy lies and confused heart
you're tangled inside there's no way out
you cover your world with mixed colours
a black and grey are easily discovered
you display what you choose
you hide yourself in your booth
you don't trust anyone but you
with secrets and whispers which will only haunt you
you escape your sense and go on
with burdens and hatred you're left blind
with no meaning behind the truth you can no longer approve
of anything but your game, with no players who needs rules?
everyone you know you've left behind
running and screaming away from your land
In the end, does it matter?
what we once shared isn't the matter
it's you, you'll stop pretending one day
and open your eyes and see your mistakes
you'll laugh in the dark you're pulled inside
you've finally realised you've lost your mind.

Daydream Nation

I've watched Daydream Nation today for the first time, other than increasing my sexual frustration I have no idea what the film was about, a bit predictable, a bit strange at parts and honestly plain blah at most parts.
I have a feeling it's one of those films that you hate at first, then you start watching it again and you're like hey it's still bad but at least its watchable then you really start watching it and you're like holy shit i like this shitty film... yeah can't wait.

On another note, my festivity eyes burned with passion upon seeing the beautiful Kat Dennings, how attractive is she?! damn, it hurts my soul. 

late thoughts

I see the world with teenage eyes
I pray that'll never dies
I hope my words reach you and you'll understand
that my love was meant for no man. 

first time

Oh my.
Finally decided to get something out of my misery, could a blog be the cure for all things bad in this poor girl's life? Amen.
I don't know why I've created a blog it's properly just a faze (my little hipster faze, I'm rocking bright-hot-in-yo-face nail polish and some weird tribal dress) I've got real issues, man. a blog is the cure. I know.
I need to go pee now I'm one of those people that can't concentrate unless they've pissed first.

This was interesting.