Today was no different, my feelings haven't changed I thought I'd give myself some time to think I don't need space, truthfully I can't stand to have more space. I feel fine until someone gets too close to me. Sometimes I feel horrible for thinking the way I do the last thing I want him to feel is that I'm using him, I swear to you I'm not. I want him to find someone who deserves him, a girl who would take care of him and make him happy there's still time. I can't be to him what so many other girls can. It kills me everyday to have to be so cold but I need him to see that I'm wrong for him, as cliche as it is but I'm not the one, he shouldn't love me. I'm screwed up inside and it's too late for a fixing.
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